I know NOTHING close life

by Mr Anonymous



Many times, I stimulate got asked together with been asked: 'What is life actually about?'


'Is the joy, the tears, struggles, the hurting -- everything -- actually worth it?'

I don't know.

Yes, that's my answer.

I actually don't know.

I'm simply a academy student, barely learning nearly life. I stimulate got trivial to no assets; I however alive amongst my parents; I brand inappropriate jokes amongst my friends together with therefore express joy similar fools.

But am I happy?

Yes.

Do I myself intend that life is worth living?

Yes.

But...

I know someone who had graduated from a prominent academy inwards Tokyo together with got a chore equally a lecturer amongst a real lucrative salary.

I know someone who has an extremely attractive face, 1 that would brand all women (and often, men too) produce a double take, if non triple.

I know someone who has an amazing singing voice, fifty-fifty been the Pb vocalizer inwards his real ain band, pop plenty to last touring all circular Europe.

I know someone who tin last whatever else he wants to be, become wherever else he wants to go, stimulate got whatever else he wants to have.

Yes!

And this ‘someone’ I simply described is the same person.

Someone I would laissez passer on anything I could to fifty-fifty stimulate got 1% of what he has.

Someone who has everything that I don't.

He fifty-fifty has the brightest together with kindest personality imaginable. He lights upward a room simply yesteryear existence inwards it.

Yet, here's the bitter truth.

He wants to commit suicide.

That's right. He wants to die. Actually has tried taking his life a yoke of times but failed.

And the saddest part: There's utterly zero I tin produce nearly it.

While I’m here, having zero actually worth existence boastful of, but yet existence happy together with never thinking of ending my life, I can't halt having sleepless nights together with thinking of this real enquiry -- Why is life the means it is?

And all the fourth dimension amongst the fantasized icon of my friend belongings a loving cup of poisonous substance to himself burning into my mind.

So, the answer?

I don't know.

God, I know NOTHING nearly life.

***

The author of this slice specifically asked to rest anonymous.

Sumber http://www.dnbstories.com/
Post a Comment (0)
Previous Post Next Post